Searching for Amikolle Day 2 - Daylight
Saturday, August 23rd, 2008
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I dint sleep well. It’s difficult when for the last 7 months Amikolle slept snuggligly against me and now God knows where she slept last night or if she is alive even. I am trying not to think about any sad outcomes, my #1 priority is looking for her and finding her so we can get her some help.
At 6:00am in the morning Anne Arundel Police Dept. called me to see if I had any new Info on Amikolle’s where abouts. I was a little shocked as I expected them to tell me any new updates. But “No new updates officer…” <click>.
I am going to take a shower and go pick up her brother, and drive some more around. I am hoping she is walking around trying to find someone to hook her up with coke or looking to eat. She will be experiencing the effects on the lack of her medicine, so I hope that helps us find her quickly.
I know a lot of people think we should let her sink rock bottom, but the problem is that her life is at stake. If I was willing to take her as my wife, back when things were good, I would be a hypocrite to let her to her luck and turn around. I don’t know where our relationship will go, but I am not letting her die out there. Like I said before, alive or dead I am going to find her.
Both her parents and her brother are cooperating to find her, this means she is still important to them. Some of her friends that have read the news ive left around in www.amikolle.com and www.daniellestcyr.com and My Space either didnt know of her drug problem or are shocked about it.
We are only 3 people looking in a part of town that has over 60,000 addicts, so finding her will require the hand of God, luck and perseverance. I wish we had more cars and more people looking for her, but I am afraid to ask for that kind of help to anyone, It is not easy for me, and I cannot ask other people to get involved in this burden but I wish they could. At least we have a lot of her friends praying for her.
Tonight we will be doing round two of the search, we will try to be earlier down there around 7ish and I will be looking for her along with her parents and brother.
I doubt she is going to contact anyone, but if she does and you know about it call my number if you know it and you will get further instructions, if you do not know my number email me at lord.badr@me.com.
If you want to show your support, pray, leave comments here so that when she gets back she can read them and if you can to an extent help us look for her out there.
That part of town is dangerous, but we don’t go alone, and we have a good buddy system. People ask me why I can’t let this go, and its because a part of the wedding prayer goes ” I, ________, take you, _________, to be my wedded (husband/wife), to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health, tp love and to cherish, ’til death do us part….” I was willing to do that, when we got married, why should I step back now and leave her in my shadow, when she needs me the most.
This is why I do it, you can call me anything you want, but I am faithful to her and what she meant into my life, til death do us part.
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DarK SouL
August 23rd, 2008
at 11:42am
Dude, you should be looking for her, whoever tells you different is a fucking asshole. Hell, I would he helping if I lived there. Good luck man, I hope you find her soon.